Stop The Y.E.S.(Youth Execution System)! Are You Prepared #19

crispin - flies in perching on the dresser and shifting back to a cat listening quietly.
neer - glares at her. it is resolved. this is better.

maliha- really? this is better? says doubtfully your seriously going to tell me this is better? god you two are ridiculous, your the only two people ive ever met that i believe we're born to be with each other. doesnt that mean anything? i mean im not saying you shouldnt have breaks and all but just abandoning each other and walking away from everything?

neer - half of him wants to believe but the other half knows how bad they clash so often, and it's because of his anger, and suddenly all he wants to get rid of the shifter, but he's not even sure if thats all it is anymore. doesn't say anything back. all he wants is for serena to be happy, or to at least feel safe for once.
crispin - glances at maliha then back at neer then maliha again.

maliha-fine. do what you want, its not my problem anymore mumbles

neer - scowls and narrows his eyes at her. not your problem? your fucking problem? it was never your fucking problem! go inn then! fucking leave! motions to the door with his hand. It's wide open! turns back away waiting for her to walk out. crispin meows form the dresser and neer frowns at him.

maliha- neer weather you like it or not what happens to you or serena is my business, i care about you guys, and im not leaving until you get off the floor and clean yourself up

neer - stands up, his voice loud and harsh now, furious. I'm fucking fine! you can leave my fucking place when i say to! LEAVE! for a moment he sees serena again and he can here her crying and telling him to stop and he yells in frustration grabbing his head with both hands. STOP! SHUT UP!
crispin - shakes his head. he's lost it. again.

maliha- nods..neer. approaches him slowly stop...its ok, its gonna be fine, puts her hands on his arms, trying to lower his hands

Neer - It's like his body's gone ice cold this time, instead of the usual heat rising with his anger. his arms slowly lower, starting to calm down again, but he can't stop thinking of serena. And the look on her face everytime he'd...tears well up in his eyes. its's like she's still here.

maliha- just nods not knowing what else to do and hugs him tightly i know, i get it

neer - doesn't move, or pull away, just sitting there so dang lost.
crispin - hops over onto needs lap looking up at him and needs stares at him frowning.

maliha-draws away and stands there awkwardly do you know where she is at least?

neer - shakes his head silently staring at the floor.
crispin - where do you think she would go? she's not dumb, she went somewhere she would be okay at least so where...
neer - winces at his words.

maliha- any ideas at all? maybe she talked about some place she wanted to go?...her voice is more and more uncertain as she talks

neer - suddenly remembers something and his heart sinks looking over at maliha sadly. a while ago...before this happened...she did..she may be at the mental institution now.  his voice starts cracking. i can't just go there to see her.

maliha- okay..okay...we don't know if she's there, crispen and i will find out. sighs neer as hard as it is to here maybe this could turn into a good thing. spending some time apart could help you two when your back together

neer - nods but the truth is he doesn't believe for a moment they'll every be back together.
crispin - jumps out off his lap and trots over to the door.

maliha- we'll be back in a couple hours ok....just...stay here

neer - frowns. he doesn't just want to sit around while they go back and forth with his mess. no i..i-i should come.

Maliha- are you sure she'll want to see you? ( doesn't want to be rude but isn't sure Serena will be so happy to see neer right after she left for herself)

neer - huffs looking away knowing she's right. guess not.

Maliha- you need to promise me you will not go crazy again... You have to take care of yourself neer

neer - just nods the slightest bit not looking at her running a hand over his short haired head, now starting to realize what he did and regretting not having that their anymore. go. come back soon.

maliha- ok...dont let your mind control you. waves to crispen as they go out

serena- curled up on her bed, its only been a day and she feels like her heart has fell threw her stomach. knows its pathetic but can see neer everywhere. she can see him when one of the nurses hands her water, she can see him in the patients who read in the library together she can see him in her bed next to her. she misses him to much, this was supposed to be about her, but like always, she made it about neer. she especially misses sleeping together, because all they do is sleep. she wishes he was here now, she wants his arms around her and his breath against her neck and the way neers face is relaxed while hes sleeping, like nothing in the world is wrong. thinks back to the time when they first kissed, remembers the awkwardness that followed. she still cant believe that it all led up to this


kendal- with a wrench, fixing under the sink in the kitchen when water sprayed all over the cooks. her long hair is tied tightly back so its off her face and she grits her teeth, trying to dislodge this pipe so she can put the new one in. it finally comes off with a pop and she puts it down, replacing it with the new one easily. 
officer- cloud! visitors room, now

neer - he's left feeling really conflicted because the way she said that was just so wrong because its like saying don't control yourself but control yourself. laughs to himself.


crispin - pads along after maliha.


strife - waits nervously at the table in the corner of the room with a series of tables, clinking his knees together in his black jeans. wears a plain black t-shirt and he hair is pulled back into a small black pony-tail, his hair is a tiny portion of the reason he's nervous to see her. the rest: he's mostly afraid she's slowly disliking him more and more little by little, every day he's not there, even though there's no good reason as to why he thinks that. has been quite the doubtful chap lately.