Stop The Y.E.S.(Youth Execution System)! Are You Prepared #19

neer - his nails dig into his folded hands as they start to shake more. you just want to what? spits angrily and stands up says calmly but angrily.

serena- i just want to be myself again says with a childlike innocence and a sad look in her eyes, which are no longer angry but welling up with tears im trying...i really am

neer - is still glaring at her for a moment before his face softens and his shoulders slump. doesn't reach out to her after what he did. i...i want you to too serena i just...im so damn worried, and i don't know how to stop that.

serena- well i dont know what to say to that...except that if you ever hurt me i will leave. i will.

neer - opens his mouth to speak but nothing comes out. it makes him unbelievably angry at himself because he knows thats such a strong possibility and he doesn't know if he can promise he won't because he doesn't know how to stop it. what he wants to say is that he should leave then not her, because she would really be so much safer and carefree, but he can't bring himself to do it because he's selfish. just nods.

serena- im going to sleep now. you can come back to bed if you want. i can trust that you wont do anything. walks back to her bed and lays down, curling up in the blankets

neer - watches her shamefully and moves around the table to clean up the broken glass, carelessly letting it cut him as he picks it up in one hand and throws it out. doesn't dare go over to the bed no matter what she said just sits at the tablet and traces circles in the wood, in the dark, not ever wanting to go back to sleep again.


meanwhile jeff and steve?

serena- isnt able to fall asleep until a few hours laateeer

meanwhile

steve- is talking to jeff as they walk up the stairs to his apartment and then they get to the door opens it and throws coat to the side, feeling natural with jeff there 

jeff - yawns loudly even though he isn't really that tired and moans. why didnt we bring back any goodies? I'm starving. takes off his coat. has a nice fitting black sweater on underneath.

steve- blushes seeing his body, finding every little thing jeff does makes him more attrative theres some in the fridge

jeff - pushes some curls back behind his hears to keep them from his face. mmm. good. I'm going to the fridge then. grins and does that heating up some food as if he lived there. you know where sahni really is? leans against the counter as the food hates up in the microwave.

steve- looks at him, wishing he could take off those glasses and see his entire face nah, i think she mght be on a date but she doesnt tell me

jeff - ah. mysterious as ever. snorts and takes out the food immediately starting to eat it. I'm sorry i really had nothing to eat today. grins. except for that cupcake.

steve- you need a healthier diet giggles

jeff - frowns and shrugs. you see i did it just because i knew i'd get this one when the day was done. because your just so nice. grins.

steve- i am so nice arent i? swings him self over the side of the couch and bounces down ok. what do you want to do other then eat all of my food?

jeff - shrugs. what about watching something we've never seen before? or a board game? oor we can put on music and i can watch you dance and rate your horrible moves. says jokingly and then remembers that time at the club and gulps. hopes what he just said won't remind steve of it either.

steve- rolls eyes please my moves are better then yours completely dismisses the thought of the club and smiles at him why dont we watch something... hmmmm

jeff - i will watch anything you pick. smiles. wait no not a horror movie. freaky boy and his horror movies.

steve- uggggh fiiiine what do you want to watch. probably some boring romantic comedy.

jeff - raises eyebrows and puts the dish in the dishwasher. i watch amazing things. well actually i only watch a few things but. you know what. i do know what to watch. and your gonna love it. grins. takes the remote and goes through the movies knowing they'll have the movie. 

steve- yea whatever. this better not be weird. crosses arms

jeff - you've probably already seen it. if not i judge you. smiles and clicks on mean girls and turns out the big lights leaving just the kitchen one on was it starts and hops onto the couch grinning widely.

steve- oh my god was is this. as it starts eyes widen no way...

jeff - grins. yes way. best movie in history