Admin Tue Apr 29, 2014 11:47 pm
serena-looks at him, is still sitting in the same position as before and blinks you think im calm? her eyes water because im not. im scared out of my mind right now but i feel so pathetic with you taking care of me so i act like im fine with it but im not. i want them dead Neer, i want them dead more then you do trust me. but im scared...im scared. i dont want to fight, i can't fight. i know what they can do and its horrifying and im terrified. everyday i feel like they're going to come back and do it all over again...and its not just them neer, that im afraid of. ive learned to be scared of things that i never was before. things happened before i was sent to the prison, dread...dread was just playing with me because i am weak and i-i voice cracks i had my only power stripped away from me by a bunch of men who would have been nothing for me if not for dread...and to make it worse they-they...takes a deep breath as tears start to roll down her cheeks they made me feel worthless and disgusting and thats something that will never go away and i have to live with it and i dont want to anymore because im just so damn tired, and then your taking care of me and getting so angry and i dont want you to be angry starts to talk faster, not even stopping to breath because they taught me to be scared of everyone even you and i feel awful saying it but im so scared...im so scared all the time and im not even sure of what anymore, and its hopeless trying to beat them...neer I'm scared you'll get hurt, they'll...they'll try and destroy you just like me and if they do you wont have anyone...i wont be able to help you...starts to cry more and hands clench onto the blankets like a little kid im jsut scared
steve- smiles at him im glad were friends again and you dont have to thank me giggles its my pleasure