Stop The Y.E.S.(Youth Execution System)! Are You Prepared #18

tao- i love you more. mumbles into his hair and smiles

Fox - no i do (mumbles into his shirt)

tao- nope. whispers and grip tightens

Fox - nuh uh..(raises his head his eyes closed and kisses his nose )

tao-smiles more. i really do, i really do love you, more then i love myself. sighs and cups fox's face in his hands i love you most. presses kisses to his cheeks and temples and every spot on his face

fox - tears roll down his face. you have no idea tao. if you knew you'd be so mad... i don't deserve one bit of you. ends up dozing off not even realizing it.


skip again?

suuuure

tao- lets pretend its like dinner time and is currently at the door, getting the pizza from the guy, ordered a ton, putting boxes on the table and taking one box for him and fox. walks back in holding it and smiles ok so what movie are we watching?

fox - throughout the day a bad headache had started throbbing in his head. now ears of sweat form on his forehead and he shuts his eyes opening them again gulping as he stares at his jacket on the floor. when tao comes back he quickly wipes his forehead and smiles. um hold th-that thought. ill need to use the bathroom. gives him a goofy smile and slides off the bed hobbling with one food picking up the jacket quickly and going into the bathroom closing the door letting out a sigh of relief.

tao- ok. knows for a fact that somethings wrong and gets out medicine that will help calm fox down and relieve any pain he's feeling, waits for him to come out but when he doesnt walks toward the door slowly

fox - his hands fumble through the pockets of the jacket for a needle sitting on the toilet seat. he knows he shouldn't be doing this for so many reasons but he can't stop, needing to calm himself down. he starts to pull the baggy sleeve up his arm trying to get it to stay hitting his teeth, breathing heavily.

tao-knocks on the door andrew. mumbles softly and leans forhead against the door, turning at the knob let me in

fox - curses since he forgot to lock it shutting his eyes hyperventilating. n-n-no! says quickly. ill ... ill come on in a minute.  finally get the sleeve to stay up and he fumbles with the needle in his hand dropping it once and picking it up again. he's turning away from the door

tao- hears noises and peeks in but can only see his back what are you doing? voice is really confused and a bit annoyed

fox - nearly jumps out of his skin dropping the needle on the ground and dropping the jacket on top of it spinning around his eyes wide and scared. i-i was ...i was just just... his hands are trembling badly and he folds them together trying to stop them. 

tao- looks around but is to happy in general to be mad and quirks head to the side you ok?

fox - melts down in tears wanting the heroin so bad it hurts  but refuses to do it in front of tao, his emotions all out of wack because of it.  he kicks the wall angrily yelping in pain.

tao- eyes widen and rushes toward him, picking fox up into his arm, kissing his temple over and over again and realizes he's burning up, despite what fox is doing, birngs him over to the bed and hands him pain killers and medicine that will make him a little loopy, brings over the pizza and water and sets it all down in front of him your getting sick, eat, drink and take those

Fox - (looks at it all resentfully but he manages to wash the medicine down but looks at the pizza wishing it werent just pizza but is  starving clenches his jaw his hands balling up in fists the medicine taking a few minutes to work)

tao- takes his temperature then gets a bunch of blankets and plops them down feeling a little better?

gonna go to sleeeep love ya

Fox - (takes a few deep breaths) yeah...(bites on his bottom lip) im sorry i...im being a rel shitty boyfrieend. And dont say im not cause i am. Ive done nothing but put more responsibilty on ypu and jts not fair..

Mk love you too

tao-what are you talking about? sits next to him and looks very confused you hvent done that at all. andrew, theres something your not telling me.

fox - thinks to himself. oh my god andrew shut your mouth you just making matters worse. i...can we just watch a movie? his voice cracks.

tao-is about to say something but then just nods of course. takes his hand and lightly kisses his cheek what do you want to watch?

fox - oh my god, how can he be so nice...being that nice is impossible. takes a deep breath, his heart rate starting to return to normal his brain calming down from the medicine. think they have pokemon? smiles.

tao- rolls eyes but grins at fox's still childish self i can check